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Last day of 2008 is a right time for me to do my review
for this wholeyear
Jan- Feb:Attachment at SRC with isaiah. Gain alot of field and lab experience through out the 4 month attachment. Due to my good performance I almost able to join them as a perm staff.
March:
That period of time I really learnt the skill to applied job and interview. Shared a lot with Mr Quek. Actually he is my favorite lecturer. I didn't said it in front of him during the interview. Felt regret. Such a wasted.
April- May :
Been the temp stuff in Pharmalink. That period of time gain the experience in pharma company all about GMP, FDA and HSA rules and regulations.
21st May :
My graduation day for poly. Really glad that both my parent able to turned up for my graduation.
2nd June -31st Dec:
Started my DT life in NYP. I gain alot through out the day I work in NYP.
Glad that from that day onward all the lecturer able to remember my name. Not my face.haha
Learnt all the latest programming skills flash, Excel, marco....
Finally can involve to EWT group as what I aim to work here to be his DT.
Always work with all the secondary students, Xin Ming, AEM, workshops students.
I have learnt some interpersonal skill as well
Passed my IELTS
Much more closer to most of my poly mate. I wanted to be closer with all my family and friend.
They so lovey nice and easy going...wanted to meet them soon =)))
Goodbye year 2008!!!!!!!!!
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End year cleaning for his stuff who left us about 2 weeks ago
saw the lab reports that done by us
the quiz papers,
the AIC notes,
my class list photo....students attendance..
make me thinking of him again....
I did this task before
but then this time the feeling was totally different
suddently the way he taught, his smile, his laught, his specticle...
feel like my third year student life was just happend yesterday...
*Blogger posted at 8:51 PM*
I have passed my culinary test !!!!
worried for this for 2 days already.
Worried that the food not cook, tasteless....
I prepared a Christmas lunch with pasta, salad, soup and garlic bread.
All by done myself.
Saurce itself is instant but I added in lots of ingredient like mushroom, carrot, tomato, onion and sausages...
Glab that the food tasted not bad as for a beginner
Daddy and mummy I'll cook for you when I'm back.
Thanks K for the pasta sauce's recipes.
Thanks for dessert.
Thanks for the ice wine
OMG I gonna be the drinker soon. LOL
*Blogger posted at 4:40 AM*
还有不到一个小时的时间圣诞就要来领了
这年的平安夜与往年不同，
带一点灰的伤感与彩虹的温馨与关怀
收到了让我感动的卡片， 可爱的手袋， 可口的巧克力与曲奇， 可爱的雪人
到他家中享用晚餐
与那可爱的小孩们一起玩乐
与她一起做Gingerbread
让我再次感受到与家人的温馨
今天我带着满满的感动回家
虽然今年过节没有特别的节目
但这些都让我在这个细雨蒙蒙，寒冷的夜晚里感觉到温暖。
希望乌云与暴风散去， 我期待晴天与彩虹的到来。
我祝愿大家安康。
圣诞快乐。
*Blogger posted at 6:01 AM*
今天我又经过那里
那种心情不是笔墨能形容的
还记得两个星期前
我与她走过的行人道
沿着道路去探望他。。。
昨天我并没有送他到最后。。
因为心中诚若了最后的敬意是不会有眼泪的。。
在那段时间我翻看了他的相片
虽然没有与他有特别的回忆
但能在这里能为他加油打气
已经觉得很荣幸。
宁听他们以往与他的点滴
当他们描叙他变化的模样
心如刀割
如果当天我有见到他的样子
我想我会流泪。
当他们会来时陈述了他家人的坚强
心中有了安慰
希望他们明天更好
因为雨后中有晴天与彩虹。
*Blogger posted at 4:14 PM*
Th's book was recommended by HL weeks ago.
These day I doesn't read much as I had family dinner and outing.
I will try to finish it by end of this week
As the main character- Morrie of this book the situation similar as James
tears dropped when I was reading this book
it make me thinking of him .....
the way he conducted tutorial, the way he he taught in a lab....
Although he is left
but then he deliver a lot of messages to most of us
*** treasure your families and friends
*** treasure your time as life is unpredictable
***treasure your health as life is so fragile
***treasure the loves supports and care from your families and friends as they are the source of courage or confident
*Blogger posted at 4:49 AM*
He left us 3 days ago
Attend his's wake on last Saturday.
That get well card that make by us deosn't make it on time.
I felt glab that we (bixia, andre, clare, sher, panda, bingshen,wenqing,isaiah, sihan and myself) able to gave him a last respect without tears.
Mr. Lee, you will be always in my memories.
Rest in peace.
*Blogger posted at 4:17 AM*
Still left 11 more days
we will said good bye to year 2008
and welcome year 2009.
A lot of incident had happen this year
Natural disaster, global economy crisis,
all this really make people feel sad and down....
I hope that everyone can stay healthy with your loves one
Do whatever what you want in the year 2009.
Live for your life.
Be strong and positive whenever there any difficulties
The support from friend and friend will be the moral or motivation to overcome all this....
*Blogger posted at 6:14 PM*
人生无常
我们应该珍惜眼前所拥有的这一刻
家人， 朋友， 学业， 成就。。
珍惜生命，保持健康的身体，不要任意轻生，因为这会伤透他人的心
珍惜时间，定下目标时就应该有所行动，
不要日日待明天， 万事成蹉跎。
不要让生命留白，遗憾。
无论遇到什么困难，要走的路有坎坷，都要有勇气面对。
一直坚持到最后，不到终点也不要气馁。
因为家人与朋友的支持就是生命的原动力。
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谢谢你对我的教诲。
很抱歉在学习时带给你的麻烦，
因为天资有限让 你经常重复我的习题上的粗心打意， 与重复解释我不明白课题。
虽然4 个月的时间不长，但我很敬佩你对工作的热诚与学生的关心。
我被你对的生命的坚持有所感动。
虽然对你的离去觉得惋惜，
但你的精神永在心中。
愿你一路好走。
这时的我想起5 天前的你， 你在那对我说的最后一句话，再会。。。。
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*Blogger posted at 5:07 AM*
She is so adorable 
Cake for them
My teddy bear- EdmondBought some lovely cake as a present for my colleague. Went to cousins' restaurant to had dinner with my family again.
Tried 盆菜with them, as this will be launching in cousin restaurant soon
This was the first 盆菜 that served by them.
Really enjoy the great time with all of them.
Played with the kids, my sister(3) and Edmond(5).
Recently my stomach fed with nice food with high calorie!!!
Especially during this greeting season.
Christmas and 冬至.
Western cuisine, Chinese cuisine, variety dessert, muffin and cookies that make by my mum.....
OMG!!!!!
My weight confirm increase again. Sigh.
Really looking forward on Sunday, family gathering again.
Will made the rice ball with my lovely grandma and all the kids this weekend.
WHooohooooo.
*Blogger posted at 7:14 AM*
It has been more than one week we never keep in touch with other.
No msn, no sms, no phone call, no badminton, no dinner, no outing.
I couldn't concentrated to make the present at all.
I only knew that I have look for something for you.
These day I have been looking for difference method to pass the message to you.
Either through a card, e-mail, message....
I just don't dare to made a phone call
I really care about our friendship.
I knew you are mad.
I am so sorry. I didn't mean that time. Please forgive me.
I really wanted to meet you up before you leave Singapore.........
*Blogger posted at 8:00 AM*
Went out for lunch with HL and PY today.
After lunch we went to mini toon there to look for Christmas present.
For me is looking for the stuff that come with hello kitty or mickey. Super fans of them.
Recently I fall in love with pink colour. I used to like white colour most of the time.
Bought curry puff for Cong xiao and colleagues as I knew she will visit NYP today.
Felt sad that couldn't talk much to her.
But then we will meet up right after Christmas.
Had family dinner at Crystal Jake.
Finally can have a dinner with my grandma.
It has been ages I have not been having dinner with her.
Really miss those time.
*Blogger posted at 7:16 AM*
I wanted to donate blood since I become the member of community service.
I used to be the helper whenever there was a blood donor drive in NYP.
Recently I'm tent to take care of myself by controlling my diet as I am low hemoglobin.
I must confirm myself consume sufficient Iron level in order to improve my Iron.
Last Sunday was my second attempted at Blood Bank.
Although I couldn't donated but then I glad that I able to improved my Iron level to borderline level.
If I keep it up I might able to donate next time.
I have tried my best to keep my body health. I have quite my favorite drink. Green tea and Coffee.
These days I realised the importance of health.
Everyone will have a dream or a goal to achieve. I have a goal as well which is to have to health body so that I can do whatever I want.
My family always concern about me as they knew I used to fall sick easily.
They are my motivation to keep my body health.
Whenever they knew I fall sick my parent and my grandma couldn't sleep well. At the same time their phone calls frequent will be more often.
In order reduce their worried I will try to take care and stay healthy and sporty.
Hope everyone can stay healthy and doing well.
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I had a busy weekend last week. Attend two birthday parties. Saturday was to celebrated Jieying's 20th and Clare's 21st birthday with poly mate at Marina Square. Had dinner with bixia, Pema, Andre, lian hao, Darren, Isaiah and Lester. Sunday went to clare’s house to celebrated her birthday with all her families and friends. We met up again. LOL. I met up Bixia, Andre, Lester, and Pema again. That day Bing shen, Wen qing, Panda, Sherilyn, Terence, Yuan Xiong and Celine also turned up for the event.
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Grandma came to here to visit me for one week. She also brought me the muffin and cookies that make by my mum. Whenever the greeting season -Christmas coming I will as my mum to bake me cookies or muffin to cure my homesick.
*Blogger posted at 5:27 AM*
缘
让我拥有我的家人，
让我遇上我的朋友，导师， 同学， 知己，
让我碰上生命里扮演不同角色的人
他们的出现也许只是一个过客，
也许会是一个会照亮我生命旅途的灯，
又或许会是把我的人生弄的一团遭。
这些都会使我领悟一些人生的道理，
增加我的智慧与知识。
丰富我的人生经验。
不管他们扮演什么角色，
她或他都会在我的生命中留下痕迹。
他们的出现可能会让我有喜怒哀乐，
但这会为我的人生添加了许多色彩，
不让我的世界留白。
*Blogger posted at 7:16 AM*
Today I had my lunch with HL at theirs' usual place- the Cafe in the library.
I had really big meal today, a meal with dessert.
I guessed most probably is because I miss the food that bake by my mum or may be i just wanted to have a big meal for lunch as tomorrow as I am going to donate blood.
At 2pm continue did the boron test with xin ming student.
Since I promise to company HL to support my poly mate Evelyn's performance.
We asked PY came along for the dinner also.
Before I knocked off today she shared her birthday cake with 3 of us today before she left office.
It was given by her student, the moment she cut the cake for us she started to cried.
This was more or less same as me. I did cried when I received the the card from AEM student.
I can understood how she felt. Its is heartwarming and touch. The feeling was beyond words.
When we was having dinner at Koufu, I sent her a msg wish her enjoy her dinner.
She replied a msg to me and HL. When I was reading it. I started to cried. I really feel fortunate. I really appreciated to her guidance and cares.
Nowadays I realised she is a male version of CJ as they personality is most or less the same.
They care about they student. They are very responsibility and work really hard for their work.
They likes to read, write and think. From certain I can tell they are thinker.
And last but not least they are regular blood donor.
This is what I noticed from so far.
I really admire they character.
The way they though, they way the wrote they blog, the way they pursuit they study, the way they would like contribute to the education sector. And many more.
Right after dinner we went to the auditorium. I really enjoy the performance from the dancers. Although I am not a Hip Hop person, from the performance can tell they have put a lot of effort on it. On one past of performance they showed parts of the picture for Foreign Body event. Cause of this make me feel regret last time I didn't support them as Evelyn, Farhan and Albin was used to be the performers as well. Hope the guys doing well.
*Blogger posted at 7:59 AM*
Recently I am being to deal with all the teenagers.
Either during working hour or after working hours.
I realised most of their mind set is different as compared to my time or my brother.
Nowadays they are more mature, filial and sensible.
Lately the hot topic for them to share with others on theirs' blog was the way to treasure family.
What they said is really truth, our parent will feel happy whenever we brought them something or make something by our self.It is not necessary to be a expensive or branded stuff. Most importance one is the sincerity that count. Another simple way is the most basic one respect them and spend sometime with them.
To be frank my self is not really close with my family, but then the situation changed ever since I have move to here.
Nowadays my parent tries to speak to me almost every night whenever they free through video call. If they are no we will keep in touch through sms.
At firs I feel they are insensible and troublesome. Still remember that time when I was in Malaysia the time they had spent with me is less than an hours daily. That time to me they most likely tried to be a responsible parent, fetched me to school daily and the most basic one "bring food home" and bought whatever stuff that they though its can entertain us. Hence most of the time I spent with my computer and my grandma. She is the one who always companies me and m brother since the day we were born.
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Yesterday during the dinner we were discussing about what are three thing that we will bring along whenever a emergency occur.
My answer was my mobile phone, jacket, and ATM card.
Why mobile phone, it is because this is only communication tool that I can connect to my family at anytime. I will put it beside me at anytime.
Why jacket, just that I am cool person.
Why ATM card, simple because without money people couldn't survive at all.
According to her trainer, he said that people in this region especially this country are lack of the sense of emergency. If there is an emergency occur people most probably will loss.
Most of the people who have the sense of emergency will pack a bag that contain all the necessity like torch light, water bottle, wallet, personal medicine. Whenever there is an emergency occur they can grab they bag and go.
But then most of the people rarely will carry a family photograph along. Its represent part of the memories it is gone, its memories gone mean that part of life will be empty or blank.
I strongly agree with this.But then to be frank in my life I have never keep a hard copy of a family photo in my wallet or Mobile phone. Most of it has been stored into my laptop or external disk. That why I purposely propose to my mum tonight to take a family picture together when I am back home.
*Blogger posted at 8:06 PM*
这是我们点的红酒。
这是我们的前菜今天我们又是三人行。我们三人到位于西部的一家西餐馆，这是她推介的，因为餐馆的老板就是她的红酒导师。这是一家家庭色的餐馆， 真的别有一番风味。 里头布满了酒架， 架子上陈列了琳琅满目的西酒。餐厅里冲满了浓浓的圣诞气氛， 一踏入小店就会看见圣诞树，酒架上就会挂上可爱的圣诞袜，耳闻熟悉动听的圣诞歌曲。我们都满喜欢选小家的餐厅， 因为在那用餐不会有约束感，我们可以在那畅谈， 同时又可以慢慢的享用美食。今晚我们还点了一道红酒。在她上洗手间的时候， 我们把写好的卡片， 放在她的座位的前面。 因为她说过， 不要礼物与蛋糕。所以只好把心思都放在她喜欢的写作上。本人的第一次，就与她们分享了，那时我人生的一杯红酒。我只喝了三分之一杯，已经觉得身体烧烧的。正不好意思。反而她们就能一直把酒畅谈， 我却只能以水代酒。 真的很高兴能与她庆生。祝她生日快乐。
*Blogger posted at 6:26 AM*
My colleague told me he would like to get a bread baker for his Christmas present.
He explained to me how he can bake a bread in 3 hours and it will smell nice.
He told me what he getting for his family as well.
Then he asked me what I wanted to get for my Christmas's present.
I just answered honestly that I'm happy with I had at the moment.
When we was discussing about this, I suddenly thinking of my family, my homeland.
HL always told me to fine sometime to stay with family. I told her that I always talk to them at night. So it is okay for me as I will see them on my laptop almost every night.
But then, recently all the disaster, crisis had happened make me thinking of them.
We have been stay apart when I was 17 years old.
At first they in tented to send me to Australia. Cause of my stubborn character I bet with dad that if I able to get an offer from other school before that Australia school offer to mel. I will stay at that country. This is the reason why I have been here for 3 years.
In this 3 year, I only went back whenever there was a school term break. Which twice a year, and would be 1.5 month stay at my place.
Ever since I graduated, the number of time for me to back to Ipoh has been more frequent.
But then the day for me to stayed there was like 3 to 4 days.
My dad alwasy asked me to stay back as he always feel regret sent me out of Malayasia. He said that I should stay longer like 2 to 3 weeks time at home.
May be this only can be fulfill when I get into Uni.
Now I will try to arrange my time to back home whenever I can.
NOw I really miss them. It has happend to me for fews time. I used to be homesick whenever I feel stress or upset.
But then today I really miss home without reason.
Miss those day when I was in Malaysia.
Miss those nice dessert and bread that baked by mummy
She will always try to make all my favorite food, cheese cake, chocolate cake, chicken pie....
when I backed home.
Miss the day that daddy and mummy fetch me to school. Now I have to get there by myself.
Miss the way that my dad taught me how to drove a car.
Miss the days I helped him for his business. Actually I not really interested on it.
Miss all the nice dishes cooked by my grandma. She used to be cooked for me and my bro. Only she knew what we likes.
Miss the days with my brother. Actually not that close with him. LOL.
He close to me whenever he need a favor from me.
Miss the my room, miss my bed, miss my hello kitty, miss my mickey mouse... all this couldn't bring along to here
Miss my home. I really don't like to stay in a flat.
Miss my car. I like ages never drive after year 3.
I miss them!!!
I wanted to go home. I really wanted to go home.
Its been 3 months. I will be back in 1 month time.
So far I still don't have any idea what to get for them.
I think the present for them is I am doing well in Singapore. Well behave.
Most important one is pursuit my further study. This is what the purpose they sent me here.
I miss my friend too.
Thibaut hope u doing well in france.
Terence and albin don't be so stress.
I miss my polymate, coursemate hope they all doing well also. Will meet them up this weekend.
Miss all my student from SGSS, GYSS and XMSS.
I miss my Jia wei as well. LOL. He has been back to his homeland for one month.=(((
Still left 3 weeks time then he will be back. I really wanted to play badminton with him.
I miss him!!!!!
He looked charm when he is playing badminton.
Sad that I couldn't talk on the coming 21st Dec until the the day he back to Singapore.
Finally Hong Boon get back to me. Me and Jia wei has been worried for him these few day.
Felt heartache and pity when I talked to him. Sorry that day I sent him that sms. Didn't drop him a visited. Really sorry.
Trough the conversation can tell that
He has became more mature and sensitive.
Hope that he will getting fine soon.
*Blogger posted at 5:47 AM*
已经快要七年了
这个效应还是一样的缠着我
还是放不下得人是我
苏与我有共同之处
就是热爱音乐
苏是学校乐队的指挥
还记得那时我就是被她影响着。
苏弹钢琴，我拉小提琴。
本来就不可能骤在一起。
可是表演却把我与苏的距离拉近了
我们两年多的的感情说断就断
再见都没说，纪念册都没写
苏毕业后， 我还在念中三。
知道乐队有聚会，我们两人都会打听谁会出席
如果她有回来， 我就会缺席。苏也是如此。
我们就像“向左走，向右走”
有一次在我们吵架时，我说过我会逃避苏到这来。
真的现在的我已在这三年多了。可是到今天苏仍在躲我。
致电给苏， 苏会接通但却安静的不吭一声。
有时我会因为这样在电话里哭泣。这种感觉真的超难受。
苏仿佛习惯了， 用这种方式来对我。
我也仿佛无奈的接受苏的对待。
需要这样躲避我吗？ 这个问题我问了上百次， 到今天还是没有答复。
天啊！！！ 苏， 你到底什么时候才能改变， 已经七年了！！！
同样的
现在的我也是如此。逃避。我不想变成苏。 ！！！
天啊！！！ 为什么会变成这样。 我也不晓得为何我躲他。
对不起。 乘一千次。
问题不再与你， 是我的错。
我可以了解你那种生气的心情。因为我也有过。
我会尽我的能力去控制我的情绪。
不再当宅人(antisocial)。
*Blogger posted at 2:47 AM*
Second attempt will be on this coming Saturday at HSA.
Will meet up Monica in the morning and have breakfast together before our donation.
Hope really can make it this time.
Last time the doctor not allowed me to donate because he said that I am hemoglobin.
Followed his instruction, regular mean and balance diet.
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Will meet up bixia and others poly mate on late afternoon.
Since month never went out with them.
This time is to celebrate clare birthday.
*Blogger posted at 8:13 PM*
Went out with Monica and Thuzer today. William suppose to be there but then too bad he couldn't make it cause he is ill. Hope he will get well soon.
He is leaving Singapore and back to his homeland on January. Hope to meet him up for farewell before Monica and Khing left. Monica is moving to Germany next year September and Khing is going to Australia on February. At first we plan to meet up at fork canning park for the Ben & Jerry Event. But then the queue was damn long. Last minutes changed out plan to Plaza Singapora. Suppose to meet up Douglas at well. Once I told him the Ben & Jerry there the queue is damn long we decided not to met up. Sorry Monica I used to be late. LOL. We had dinner at the Indonesian Restaurant. Supposed not to had dinner together.
Last minutes change my mind as the badminton group said they will stick at amk area for they dinner.The nasi kuning there was not bad. After dinner we watched a movie -Four Christmases at The Cathay.
*****What a coincidence I saw them at there as well. Thought that they will had dinner at AMK hub. At first really don't believed what Jim told me. Until I caught them at the basemen restaurant there. Sorry guy will joint you all for badminton next week. Since ter couldn't played with me today as he got to duty in his camp.I can have a excuse to went out with my friend. LOL.******
I am so sorry that I walked away when I saw you there.I knew I shouldn't did that to you. It might take time for me to face you again.I thought I have get over of it since that morning, but then from my behaviour can tell that I couldn't do this at the moment. Its too awkward. Glad that all my friends always cheers me up for the passed few weeks. Make me stand up without crying.To be frank that day I received the answer from you I have never cried. I cried is because I am so foolish that I have did all this. I felt regret.If all this does bother you I would like to apologise to you. I am sorry......
*Blogger posted at 8:29 AM*
He left me since 13th of August.
Still remember that time he treat me a dinner to celebrated my birthday in advance.
Just before the night he left.
At a French restaurant. Thanks ya that is the second French cuisine in my life.
The first one is treated by CJ.
I promised to him that wouldn't cry in front of him.
As he said will keep in touch with me no matter where he goes
But then at the time he checked in at Changi Terminal 1 I started to cried like crazy.
From Changi to Clementi. This was the first time in my life that cried for about 50 minutes.
Luckily Ben was there company me home.
At first we used to chat on msn day almost everyday before his school term started.
Now is like not that much as we are busy for our life. He busy for his study I busy for my work.
Last night able to chatted up with him chat for few minutes before he went for his dinner.
He said he will know his internship outcome next week.
Hope he can what he want.
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To me he is different among his friend. Gentle and nice.
We have same common as well.
Badminton lover. LOL.
I used to speaks to him whenever I feel down.
But then time lag seem like the biggest difficulties for us.
I will try to either wake up early or sleep late to talk to him provided he is online.
Whenever I saw strawberry in the supermarket I will remember that nice and sweet strawberry that make by him.
Hope that he can come back again.
Or may be in the future I would able to visit him.
*Blogger posted at 10:47 PM*
No matter how does it goes
I will support her. Best wish to her.
Just like what she does to me.
Now then realise me and her got a lots of common.
is character wise not the knowledge wise. haha.
Today L asked me to became guardian angle to company her for lunch LOL.
L like that song so much until kept thinking of title of the song.
Hope that the little turtle in the greeting card(sorry cause lack of time suppose to give u a hand make one) can make her smile and release her stress.
That message that she sent to me really make me cried. My tears just couldn't control again.
That place now likely to be our 'paradise' .we chat over there,
sometime have our pack lunch over there, make model over there....
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Bixia and Cong xiao
Thanks for all the concern, loves and cares from you guys these days.
Always cheers me up and willingly be my listener.
Thanks a lots . Hope to meet up you all soon.
Knew that life nowadays is kinda busy.
Jia you !!!! Girls.
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Hong boon and Mari be friend back kay. Don't be so chidish kay.
Is hard to look for a good friend that can be close for so long one.
Thanks for the company also these day always chat with until middle of the night.
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I will stand up yeah. no worries guys.
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我们相逢恨晚， 但是缘分就是会让我们聚在一起。
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I like this song very much cause I feel can let go all the unhappy memories.
Especially the lyric is quite meaningful for me.
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I don't wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When I'm out from under
I don't wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
I'll get it all figured out
When I'm out from under
So let me go Just let me fly away
Let me feel the space between us growing deeper
And much darker every day
Watch me now and I'll be someone new
My heart will be unbroken
It will open up for everyone but you
Even when I cross the line
It's like a lie I've told a thousand times
I don't wanna dream about
All the things that never wereMaybe
I can live without
When I'm out from under
I don't wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
I'll get it all figured out
When I'm out from under
And part of me still believes
When you ay you're gonna stick around
And part of me still believes
We can find a way to work it out
But I know that we tried everything we could try
So let's just say goodbye
Forever
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*Blogger posted at 5:18 PM*
Thanks to all my friend who cheers me up or wish me luck.
but then My result finally out.
I not really satisfied.
I didn't achieved my goal. Felt disappointed.
But then I did put on my effort to get that score.
It the end its just a benchmark score for local /abroad uni entrance.
Hope able to get it to the dream course. Some of the school state that this is not necessary. But then I just wanted to get in with bonus.
I wanted to be an Engineer !!!!! Chemical or Environmental. Either one will do!!!!
God bless me!!!!!
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今天我们又一起聚餐， 碰巧的是我与她今天都穿上粉色系列的衣服。 分红色的！！！
一起想法子， 如何做一个模型。
时间一天一天的累计， 我已在这工作六个月了。可爱的她坦白的告诉我， 其实她对我在学校的印象几乎是零， 天啊原来以前的我是那么的寂寂无名。
说的也是， 我向来是我行我素。 这就不善于交际的结果。
我们又一起分享black and white chocolate brownie. 就在成绩放榜前的一刻， 我邀请她们读我的不落格。 因为她们让我想提升我的华语的程度。她说："write more will be better".
当她们在阅读那篇不落格时， 不知道为什么， 我的眼泪又落下来了。 她们对我的反应不一， 她说：跌倒了或哭泣时没关系， 最重要是会爬起来。发泄了， 反而比较好。她却说：要看开一点。
不管如何， 我的发泄方法就是哭泣。 但现在我却希望是一写作的方式来表达。 可以发泄又可以提升我的语言能力。 正是一举两得。 因为哭泣会让我的精神消耗掉。 也让我看起来像一个熊猫。（眼袋加红肿得的眼睛）
mari（家伟） 和鸿文都给我命名为NYP the best crying girl
I will update my blog more often since she encourage me to write more. =))) stay tunes
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Recently has been frustrated to all my personal problem. Luckily got bixia and cong xiao. Two of them are my polymate. We have the same common which is sing K . Haha so far still dont have the chance to sing with bixia. Cong xiao is the one who encourages me to sing. My first k session in singapore was last year with all my classmate at the ten dollar club. Right after that we have couple of time was with her and ter. The same common is we like to listen and sing those sad chinese love song.
Here are lyric of the song that recommended from bixia.
刘力扬 - 眼泪笑了
比想象中更痛 你真的没回头 我命令眼泪不许失控 回忆不跟你走 都挤在我心中 我就有责任让它值得被珍重 谢谢你曾让我难过 谢谢我没有想太多 当爱情左盼右顾的时候 我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢 再勇敢的站着 找回光和热 面对你的时候 我不会舍不得 因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折 是美的 心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲 我没有时间不知所措 你温柔的双手 本就不属于我 又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢 谢谢你曾让我难过 谢谢我没有想太多 当爱情左盼右顾的时候 我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢 再勇敢的站着 找回光和热 面对你的时候 我不会舍不得 因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折 你眼泪都笑了 谁还会哭呢 来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌 想起你的时候 我不是卑微的 反而我没有遗憾 因为我已爱过你 深深的
I heard this song from bixia 's blog, I really like it very much.
我们就到这-Fish Leong
换一种方式 咖啡还温热 我用雾气在镜面手写着 爱你呢 床上音乐盒 依旧旋转着 但你却不再为我唱歌 说我是你的 对的错的 做了选择 故事说到这 只是过去的甜蜜太过深刻 要多久 才能够褪色 好的坏的 做了选择 我们就到这 纵然会难以割舍又能如何 说好了 这个时刻不互相指责 初恋的颜色 我们都记得 像家乡那条小河 透明得 很清澈 你曾为我折 一千个纸鹤 如今却连一个拥抱 你我都尴尬着 对的错的 做了选择 故事说到这 只是过去的甜蜜太过深刻 要多久 才能够褪色 好的坏的 做了选择 我们就到这 纵然会难以割舍又能如何 说好了 这个时刻不互相指责 永远的承诺是你赐给的 只是当初任谁也不晓得 爱情的转折 比想象中的坎坷 感情的怨怼拉扯 牢牢捆绑着 有些裂痕你无法去 却只能舍得 对的错的 做了选择 故事说到这 只是过去的甜蜜太过深刻 要多久 才能够褪色 爱的恨的 做了选择 我们就到这 就让我曾爱过的记忆深刻 其他的（才能够褪色） 就此放手 微笑得带过 就此放手 微笑得带过
This one also from her blog. Really nice. Enjoy!!!
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我生平中第一篇华文部落格
点子是来至于她们。
今天我们到唐城方附近
享用了美味韩国料理， 有点失望没有把美食拍下来。
好吃的拉面与特别的小菜。 我们三人都吃得津津有味。
小聚午餐后， 来到了一家小店，她视它为灵感写作或是阅读书刊的好去处。 在那里让人觉的在那可以忙里偷闲。
那是一个充满文艺的咖啡或茶坊。简单的布置， 却有浓浓的文艺风情。我们都深深地被它那里的舒服的环境吸引着。
与她们到哪里品尝茶点， 翻阅了一些书刊与她分享人生的点滴。
让我不禁明白， 人生还有很多东西等待我去发掘。
离开前的那一刻总觉得有点不舍。
与她们一起 我会觉得自在
真的很感激与珍惜我们之间的友谊。 我承认我不是善于会交际的人。
但在这短短的日子里能认识到你们真的是我的荣幸。也是缘分。
因为每每我遇到挫折时，只是懂得哭泣或逃避， 她们都会再我的身旁为我加油，鼓励， 与我一起分她们的享喜悦或烦劳。
午餐后郁闷心情散去，也许应为为了逃避个人的问题吧！！！对不起。。。当初我是不应该答应你的。。。但大部分的原因是因为成绩快要放榜了。还有不到24 个小时的时间。 忐忑不安的心情让我失眠11天了。 我精神都快要消耗了。妈呀。
坦白说现在的我真的以经放下心中的不快了。 与其要我伤心难过到不振，不如做一些对身心有意义的事。丛笑说得对， 月又阴晴月圆缺，人有悲欢离合。看得开， 就可以活的快乐一些。
今天的我发现， 只从来新后，忙碌的生活 我向往的阅读心趣比起往年来得少。华语阅读可说几乎是零。 今天是可说是我的零的开始， 一个新的开始。 。 。。
因为新的一年又快要到了， 重新起步的一年即将要来临了。。。。。加油吧。
*Blogger posted at 10:34 PM*
Still have almost 24 hours left my IELTS result will be out.
Hope can get band 6.5 or above. God bless me!!!!!
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