My Life

2010-01-19T07:10:00.000-08:00

Went to Clarke Quay last Friday.
saw groups of the white collars with their clique gather for drink after work
saw a different part of Singapore.
most of the time saw people stress and work hard in the day time
they look relax and happy, the moment they holding a cup of drink or a cigarette
I can see the different level or meaning of happy from their faces.
I was frustrated about my study few weeks back, I worry I cant make it through for the next few years.
After few week thought, I have made this decision- ex tenting here for another year
although it is not supported by Ms Chian or my personal mentor
from the point of view
I think if i work in that way, I can study happily without too much stress
I have completed my first semester here with not good grade
but at least I have tried my best.
although i not satisfied with my result, at least i found some thing that make me feel heart warming, found friends who really care and concern about myself.
Besides that, i am getting closer with my family too. This coming new year I mange to get a ticket home!!! yeah
It's has been 5th year I have not celebrate Chinese New Year with them. I am counting down to day I am going back.
Although still have about a month time.:))
That all for now. Take care friend.
Thanks for being there for me. I appreciate you love and care very much.
Let's work hard!!!

2010-01-02T21:52:00.000-08:00

this could be a last blog before school term start
my result released on 30th Dec it was 2 days before new year. It ruining my mood to celebrate new year!
the moment i saw my result i was asking a question what happened to myself?
my result was very poor.
i think i have used a wrong strategy on my study.
to be exact i was struggling for my previous semester, i was rushing here and there for lesson and didn't have much time spend on tutorial. although i have started to do my revision earlier it seem didn't helped much.
the next move for me most likely is stay for 2 semesters meaning to say i will graduate in 2013 instead of 2012.
or exempt my attachment and stay back at school to take some module
what she said was true i have to keep on moving!
i will reduce my load as i suppose to take 8 module next semester i have reduce to 6
3 are non examinable. I have try my best to clear my module credit and pull up my GPA.
Study properly and stay healthy. Good luck and happy new year.

Its holiday

2009-12-03T23:07:00.000-08:00

Although i am not happy about my performance will
work harder for it.
I just broke up with 9 modules.
What's up next?
I will date with 8 core module and one elective provided i clear pass.
Time to pray hard and play hard
Yeah its holiday.
I will fulfilled this day by day which is sleep 15 hours per days.
and most important one is meet up my friends.
Guys i miss you all very much.
Time to catch up.=)

2009-10-25T01:55:00.000-07:00

It was too sudden
when terence and fuchang told me that news
I thought it was joke.
I cant believe it until i have make 5 called to my poly classmates
Feel sad and bad after received the news
he is such a young guy has gone
feel bad when we was classmate we always bully him
or treat him as a good friend
really sorry couldn't send u off on your last day.
kelvin, rest in peace.

2009-10-09T10:42:00.000-07:00

离开那里将近3个月了
回去的感觉更以前很不一样
以前是上班，现在就想回去看好朋友
很怀念以往上班的时候
一起聊天，一起跑步，一起吃饭
认识你们真好=））
让我们共同为理想而努力吧
与你们约定12月再见！！！
珍重朋友们=））

Term break

2009-10-01T21:52:00.000-07:00

Still have 3 more days left
My first term break will be over
happily enjoy this moment with my family
although nothing much to do down here
Have been busy doing my lab report for past 3 days
lots time to do revision !
i have 3 chapters of MOM to revise before i go for tuition
and math the lecturer said may be there will be a quiz in 2 or 3 weeks time
I hope i will not repeat my mistake again
study earlier and prepare my own note is still a better way for myself
rather than burning oil for the whole night end up did a lot of careless mistake.
hope i manage to clear all my work before Sunday night....
friend!! sorry cant company u guy during term break will meeting u all when i am back =)
catch up with u all soon. TC. BYE

2009-09-23T04:19:00.000-07:00

Finally my quiz is over!!
I wanted to rest rest rest !!!! Lacking of rest ever since my first had started
Although my quiz is over and recess week is coming
i have more work to do i had what should i do during the 7 days break
back to hometown and chiong inside my room -.-
got lab report, tech comm and many many tutorials
have to do the revision for all the core modules before the second term of the semester start.
I am not satisfy for my quiz result
It's not because I have no idea on how to solve the question
is the careless mistake that I had make
lack of sleep is one of the main cause
15% had gone
From next week onward I have work harder and study smarter to pull up my grade
STUDY WITH UNDERSTANDING.

2009-09-21T08:14:00.001-07:00

what is your hobby?
Do you have a habit to collect something that you like?
I think most people do.
Recently due to a lots of workshop or roadshow running in NTU
received different type of goodies bag.
There are couples of thing inside the bag.
Pen, note pad, book mark...
Quite a number of leaflet or unnecessary stuff have been thrown by myself
but then i still keep this with me since the day i saw it on my desk.
I happened to get this book mark from my roomie, Elvina.
she placed that book mark on my desk over one of the weekend.
This book mark doesn't look fanciful it just come one phrase.
stated on this book mark
"Determination - it does no matter how slow you go as long you do not stop"
have you found a phrase that able to cheer you up from the bottom of your heart.
Fortunately i had found it.
Have you found any phrase which able motivate you?

QUIZZZZZZ

2009-09-14T09:04:00.000-07:00

I couldn't have enough rest since the few weeks back.
I had diarrhea for a week.-.-
I was not appalling to eat.
I am sick to all the outside food.
I miss home cook food !!!!
i have no idea what had i eaten that cause this happened.
luckily got rui quan and her caring gf
who offered help when i was alone in my room.
last weekend i didn't went back to my aunt's place
as i have 3 quizzes.
Fluid Mechanic, Environment Chem and Math.
Arg and MOM the following next week.
I jog around at nanyang lake just now
although is a short distance
i really feel great after a short distance jog!!!
as i have not been jogging for weeks.
well will jog to reduce my stress
most likely 10 to 15 minutes which is 2- 3 km haha
Jia you Valerie.

JOGGGGG

2009-09-03T06:53:00.001-07:00

I haven't jog for about 2 weeks since i got a flu.
I wanted to have balance healthy life.
I wanted to jog on this weekend!!!
Life in NTU is not healthy at all.
Sitting down the whole just for study, do tutorial...
I wanted to do more than this
this sat i am going for another hall activity
Touch of the heart for Mainly I love Milk
The event will be held at IMM Garden plaza.
On 5-6 September. There will be brisk walk, carnival games .....
My duty will be start at 4pm til 9pm on this 5 sept.
Friends if you are do drop down.
I know its sound abit unreasonable because IMM is located at west area.
It for charity kay!
Please help us touch others heart. =)))

Motivation

2009-08-28T07:19:00.001-07:00

My flu and my voice is going to recover soon as I rest early and on time take medicine.
I am concern about my health and to what I consume too.
Because from now onward getting more and more quizzes and exam will be coming around.
Studying in NTU is not that easy as I thought
Have to deal with Hall activity, social with the people there
Study hard and play hard. All this need skill.
I and trying to adapt will the study pace and social skill here.
Last few days, I did felt frustrated, stress and upset especially when I couldn't solve my tutorial questions.
I have to do my tutorial until middle of the night.
May be because of that make my cough and sore throat worse.
Nowadays i tend to change my body alarm clock back to normal time zone.
Sleep on time so that can focus better during lecture.
Every now and then once I have free time I will visit their blog.
When I was reading their blog I will recalled what they wrote on the card and remember what did they told me.
Study properly.
All these did motivated and inspired me
There are few phrases that I like very much.
That is the first card i received from her.
" Dream really can come true but they are most often the result of hard work, determination and persistence.
... Stay focus on your goal and remember each small step will bring you a little closer. "
Just now I went to the study room that located at block 4. I enjoy study in the study room compared to study in my own room or LWN library.
Went through almost all the tutorials and lecture notes within 3 hours.
Good jobs girl!!! Keep it up.
Usually I had wasted a day to went through 1 tutorial for 1 module in my room.
Now still have about 2 weeks then for me to prepare for quizzes.
Now its a good time to practice time management.
Have to plan my time wisely to study and practice tutorial question.
Work hard girl. Jia you.
"只要肯学，肯努力，在难也不会太难，尤其是当你回头时"

3rd week in NTU

2009-08-26T20:29:00.000-07:00

School has been started for 3 week.
I am sick ... i have lost of voice due to sore throat and coughing...
pity me. ...
I know i have to put more effort as compared to others
direct second year is not that easy.
this semester I am taking 9 modules..
Most of my quiz will be on week 5 or 6.
All the Prof here used repeat the same phrase on the first day of lesson or tut.
"Consistent + hard work"
They said everyone have the same understanding.
the grade different is because of effort that you have put in.
hope i can manage to get a not bad grade
and graduate with no delay !!!!

2009-08-10T08:24:00.000-07:00

First new stay in hall.
I am not excited at all.
Just that down here is much much more quiet than my aunt place.
Have my own desk after spending about 4 years times with my cousin.
I am glad my mum was with me for the past 3 days.
She was helping me to pack my stuff.
I had travelled for 3 times just to move part of my belonging to hostel.
Lately have received 3 bad news that happened to my friends,and ex colleague.
I don't wish to receive any message about it anymore
"No news equal to good news"
Hope everybody is doing fine and stay healthy!!!
People try to squeeze sometimes time for a work out.
At least twice a week for about 15 to 30 minutes.
Health is very important. No matter how passion you are without a good health you can work for your goal. It can be a leisure walk to a long distance jog.
Try to spend sometime with you loves one, either have a dinner with them or a phone call. They will feel warm and touch.

2009-08-02T03:24:00.000-07:00

Time flies I had spent 14 months gaining working experience in NYP as a DT. Recently I am back to solitary life again. Reading my book at hook in Star buck. Somehow when I was recall all the activities or the event that involved I felt nostalgia. I am having a mix feeling now school going to start soon and I am going to stay in a new environment at hall 4. Lately has been busies for orientation and packing my stuff. I am started to read some of the note for my first day of lesson. I am looking forward for it. I feel excited and worried. Hope that I can make it through.

2009-07-13T21:37:00.001-07:00

回到的原有的生活
就像更以前一样！！
学校就要开学了
正忙着准备QET 与复习呢。
忙着与好朋友聚会。。
也忙着阅读。。

我喜欢在窝在书局里的角落阅读
可能是小时候的习惯吧
喜欢与世隔绝
在家并没有属于我的小角落
可惜这里并没有理想的书店能让我呆一天

期待有一天可以到台湾去
到哪里可以待在24/7 的书局
在充满书香的书局，呆在一个小角落里翻阅的书籍，品尝着温温的红茶与饼干
想着想着真的有飞过去的念头。

最经我和手纸屋约会咯
开玩笑的啦
那是一本给学生读的书
“给学生的升学指引与人生方向
在半天里我翻阅了两次
期待着与手纸屋相遇
哈哈

其实我已找到了
那就是影响我很多的
Ｍｓ　Ｃｈｉａｎ　还有碧霞！！
希望开学后她们能继续当我的手纸屋！！！
我很想更她们通信！！！

思索

2009-07-02T19:32:00.000-07:00

莫名的伤感，在宁静的夜晚悄悄的来袭，倚窗听雨，听雨声滴答轻响，看着雨水飘下，落在树叶上，
就这样陶醉于一种孤独的宁静中思索着，这几句话：痛苦不是问题的本身，而是看法而产生的。

“当痛苦袭来的时候，不妨跳出来，换个角度看自己，勇敢地面对这多舛的人生，再忧伤的瘠土上寻找痛苦的成因，教训及战胜痛苦的方法，让灵魂在布满荆棘的心灵上作出勇敢的抉择，去寻找人生的应保留生命中最有价值、最必要、最纯粹的部分，而放弃那些附疣与累赘。

Back form Vocation

2009-06-23T00:09:00.000-07:00

I am back from Ipoh.
I had done alot of things last week.
As a baby sister to look after my nephew the day before I went back
I reached home at 0620 hour on 12th June
Had a belated birthday dinner with my beloved grandma.
16 of us can finished 21 giant big crabs and 9 standard dishes.
went to alot of places
KL, relatives house, actually i felt more tired after vocation
as non stop travelling around Peninsula Malaysia.
But it was fun.
I enjoyed my time with my family.
Will be back to Ipoh again after 8 Dec.
I am looking forward for the day to come.haha
Back to sg on 21st June right after that had to rushed to Eunos
Meeting up with Shuling and her buddy for 15 Km cycling
I took 1 hour and 15 minutes for 15Km leisure cycling.
It was fun. Will participate again next year.

明天会更好

2009-05-14T18:10:00.000-07:00

人生每每为了做出决定而苦恼
一旦做出了决定
就要踏实与努力踏出第一步
现在的我也很努力踏出我的第一步
努力的作复习与阅读书籍。
还有不到3个月的时间
我就会重返校园咯
很期待得去上第一堂课。
在短短的12个月的工作经验
并没有白白的浪费
我学会了很多
社会大学是学不尽的。
学习过程每天都在上演
所谓：
子不学，非所宜。幼不学，老何为。
玉不琢，不成器。人不学，不知义。

其实我并不懂
三字经，一个很可爱的3岁的小朋友
可以把一段背下来
他正的很厉害
哈哈真的要根他虚心学习。

Be patient!!!

2009-04-07T01:55:00.001-07:00

I still waiting for my outcome still left 1 month and 9 days.
I try my very best to be bear with it
I am not a patient person
seriously.
I tent to be late most of the time
My time management fail man.
But This time i am patiently waiting for my uni outcome.

2009-04-07T01:55:00.000-07:00

Life is back NORMAL now
Sleep on time 11 sharp!!!
Have more gathering with friend
As most of them are March and April baby birthday
Happy belated birthday to Lester
He is so nice!!!
He treat us high tea at R . Hotel.
Last night I went to NTU again
Visited CX, ben and Xun ling
As usual we had dessert together at hall 5.
While I was on my way home, I have a good chat with my parent.
I am homesick again.
Going back pretty.
and Today i am going to meet my dear BX and CX at city hall to celebrate her advance birthday.
Yippee!!!!

NTU night

2009-03-01T04:39:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I were with my dear, Cong Xiao
and a hamster- Ben. At NTU hall 5.
First time got a permit from both my parent and my aunt
to stay overnight with my friend.
Yippeee!!!!
I am breaking Free man ha ha
Thanks for their entertainment
Ben shown me all his magic show
I think he does all these to his girl friends
The part that I really really wanted to see again
is the black magic. You .would said whoa!!! and Shock for 5 minute.
I can grantee
Hamster thanks for the show. It was nice. I wanted to see it again.
This cute guy was very funny cause their Organic Chem test will be on tuesday
as he knew he was not going to studied at Cong Xiao room.
He still brought along his OC note. He said he fell secure when he is with his note.
Gosh they are really chiongster man.
We had card game as well.
"Zhong Ji mi ma", "zhou huang ba" follow by the " Truth or dare"
It was very fun.
3 of us had fun until middle of the night.
and i found that they are really work hard and play hard.
Will visit them again next time.
Cong Xiao and hamster-ben, all the best for your test.
Take care guy.See you soon=)))

Loss body weight

2009-02-26T03:51:00.002-08:00

I wanted to loss my weight since 18
Today went to gym during lunch break
Yippi...
Lost 3 kg. but then my fat % increase
how come man....
No red meat for me for more than 3 month
Vege!!! I love vege and fruit most of time!!!
I wanted to loss another 6Kg
Althought my weight is within the average range
Will have more badminton, jogging for myself
=))))))

Busy Life

2009-02-26T03:51:00.000-08:00

It has been more than one week I am back to Singapore
10 days of holiday seem like not enough for me
I didn't spent much time at home to company my grandma actually
Vi sitings, visiting here and there really make me physically tired
But I enjoyed this short holiday.
Meet up Bixia and cong xiao few days ago
Really glad to met them again !!!!
Hope to meet them soon.
For this 2 week I almost everyday
stay late to work
as deadline is tight
Adobe Flash !!!!
A bit regret that during training that time
didn't paid attention for the action script part
this time really make myself trouble
have to read that training note and reference book again
in order to get my work done.
This is really my tough week.
Gosh.
Luckily there will 2 pretty ladies always cheer me up
give me advice ...
Going to be March soon
Is another time for me to wait for the outcome of my future
study or work or work cum study
I am gonna nervous, stress...
you name it i have it sigh
pray hard for me alright
I need bless, wish and lucky now
God bless.

义工日

2009-02-12T01:13:00.000-08:00

今天跟随爸爸到两处去捐献自家的咖啡
当我到那看到他们时
心里突然有一种莫名的伤感
一种很微妙复杂的感觉
开心是因为终于可以与爸爸他们一起去做义工
伤感是因为爸爸说他们这群孩子
会在子那度过他们的余生
在那窄小的房子住了大约20 于人
那大的房子就会有200 人
年龄不等
天啊！！！
他们多数都被父母或家人遗弃
还好现在他们都有了容身之处
有了同伴
在那不会有人带着有色眼镜去看他们。
在那可说是他们的小天堂，
他们会跟同伴们沟通与玩乐
他们也学会了一些基本的生活技能
不需要依靠工作人员的造顾。
小小的捐献或探望都会看到他们感恩的欢喜的笑容
每一间收容中心都有同样的特点
就是门外的帐篷里都会有很多的椅子与
长长的桌子
他们会在那吃饭
饭后就会在那乘凉
或者到客厅里看电视节目
每天的生活就是如此
但愿他们都可以快乐与茁壮成长。

4th day in Ipoh

2009-02-10T02:25:00.000-08:00

Today my life back to normal
Sleep on time
I cooked Ah Sam Fish with mummy secret recipes
Not dare to take picture of that cause not that presentable
Will be improve in the future =)))
The ingredients for this dish is
-Slice fish fillet (boiled)
-Lady Finger (boil)
-Special Ah Sam Sauce that mix with gravy and spices that prepared by mum
I will cook my special meal for them on either Wednesday or Thursday night
Since I am on leave cant wish him personally but then i wished him through Face book and sms. He replied to me =)))
Gosh I couldn't sleep already tonight cause too excited.
Everyone still remain they life busy except me
Slacking at home...
Started to miss them already
Still have 6 more day I am going to Singapore
Sigh=(((((

Fifteen Day of Chinese New Year

2009-02-09T06:42:00.000-08:00

Happy Chap Goh Meh
Happy Thaipusam
Happy Chinese Valentine Day
Second day in ipoh
Done some social work at YCK for the whole night with all the “有心人"
Grab last 2 red packet for the there as well
Saw Elaine and Pilot Lee with their kids at there as well
She is mum of 2 now.
Gosh time flies.
I never meet of them for more than a year.
Hope that can come back more often in the future
Spent a good time with family today
We have dinner with all the family members.
Follow by shopping with bro, dad and mum.
My pasta will be serving to them pretty soon...
Will have more family outing and short trip for the next few days...
I am so excited!!!!! And looking forward for that....

Day of leaving Sg

2009-02-06T15:58:00.000-08:00

As normal went to to my hometown again
I used to have the feeling the moment when I leave my cousin home
But then this time really different may be because quite a number of friend leaving these day.
Most of them left and pursuit they further study in Australia.
William back to his homeland again
Tibo has another IA journey in South Africa
All this make me upset cause I cant send them off.=(((
What Mschian is true when I will keep in touch with them through msn, facebook,
email, letter or even greeting card.
This is meaningful thing about the latest telecommunication technology
that allow people keep in touch...
Feel sad and stress.
There will be lots of work waiting for me when I am back =(((
iLOs iLos.. Flash flash excel excel....
Biosand filter....
Hope I manage to finish all this before deadline ....
My baking lesson will be starting soon...
Really looking forward for that...
guess who is this?
People see you when I am back..
I will keep my blog update in 10 days of break.
stay tune...

Chinese New Year outing and visiting

2009-02-01T06:35:00.000-08:00

It has been ages
Recently I were busying for work and I am trying to play around with the photoscape..
Will post the product when I have done.
My production is very slow=(
I have a good weekend=))
Friday, I were in NYP with PY and Sonny.
We attent a seminar for the EWT project.
Felt impressed by all the secondary student for their
innovation and creative product.
Right after have dinner at PS=))- Sakae Tepanyaki.
Drank Sakae.Its contain 13.5 alcohol.
On Saturday went to Ms Chian House for visiting.
Make a yogurt fruit salad.
Sad that I never take a picture of that.
It was healthy and nice.
We Have Yusheng , senior birthday cake and Ice-cream for dessert and WINE.
I liked the steam broccoli and the mashed potato pie that cooked by her. It was really nice. =)))))
Right after have Japanese cuisine again for dinner at Suntec.
Supposed to have dinner at restaurant that serve with different spicy level.
Seem like it has been closed. Next time will try it at TPP.
Sunday- At 0000 hours have Yusheng again with families.
In the afternoon Kboxing at Clementi outlet.
At night have a first cooking lesson at Kevin place.
We have Salad, pasta and Kuih Lapis and WINE for dinner!!!
Hmmm it was nice and fun=)))
Gosh I gonna be a drinker.
Its like continuous 3 days I drank alcoholic drink.
Here is the picture that Kevin took when we were waiting for the cheese to melt.
It look nice, isn't ?

Happy Chinese New Year

2009-01-26T08:12:00.000-08:00

New year are
A lots meaning to me
Time to reunion with family
Time to get red packet which is blessing from the elder
Time to have a good break
Time to review what i have done over the 12 months times
Time to think about new year resolution, goal and the way to pursuit or achieve it.

Most of the time I am looking forward to the Chinese New Year
All the nice Chinese Cuisine, nice dessert,
Visit all the relative and friend is kinds like a tour.
I look back those day I were in Ipoh
House visit to relatives and parent's friends house kind like a fix tour for me
We have rush here and there and great them and wish them
Taste all the nice Chinese new year food that prepared by them.
I never have any house visit for the passed 2 year.
Last year with classmate went to Mr.Goh house. Really fun man.
This year went to Les House have steamboat for dinner. Will have this year.=))))

This Chinese new year I have mix feeling.Excited, happy and upset.
Excite is because I am going back to Ipoh pretty soon. Less than 2 week time.
Happy is because finally meet up cong xiao to celebrated her birthday with Bixia. 3 of us only!!! Greeting have been make for them.
Really glad that they like it.=)))

Upset is because friend is leaving Singapore.
Han is going to Australia for her further study.
She is leaving on the day of me going back to Ipoh. Cause of this I cry for awhile.
As at first insist wouldn't tell me when she leaving.
Tom is going back to his homeland. I knew him cause of Les. He is look like a ABC to me. Good looking fair guy and fluent in English.
All the best to them.

农历新年要来了

2009-01-17T17:58:00.000-08:00

还有不到一个星期的时间
农历新年就要到了
浓浓新年气氛
办年货，做新年贺卡，打扫除，做糕点与汤圆
今天一早就帮忙布置客厅
在墙贴上传统的春联
它依旧配上鲜艳的红色
与日新月异的设计。
看着新的春联
就会让人对新的一年冲满期望
为新的一年努力加油。
我将在新过第四个农历新年
与以往一样会到表姐的店帮忙。
我很怀念以往在我家帮忙的时光。。。
因为爸爸终会想出新的点子
每一你年都有不同主题配上不同的家具摆式
终让人有焕然一新的感觉。
还有只有新年时才有的‘狮子’
小时候我与俊经常在客厅里表演
很快的我就要回家与家人团圆了。。。
想着写着我有想家了。。

CNY 2009 coming soon

2009-01-14T05:55:00.000-08:00

Times flies
Still have 10 more days to go
CNY is coming soon
Recently lots of occasion
Within 2 month time
Christmas, New Year then follow by Chinese New Year
I am going home soon
for 10 days whahaha
Daddy , mummy, grandma and Jason will see u all pretty soon ....
I want all the nice Chinese cuisine that cook by them
Miss my bedroom and all my doll ....
Nice and healthy ...
See u all soon

Unlucky day

2009-01-09T09:28:00.000-08:00

Today is like my unlucky day
cut my thumb when i washed the grinner
Oil spilled in the lab
luckily i was not there when the oil spilled occurred
if not i really cant imagine what will happen to me
Gosh hope that from tomorrow onward everything will be fine and smooth
God bless...................

Open House 2009

2009-01-08T04:56:00.000-08:00

NYP open house 2009
Its started today until Saturdays
This time first time with night session until 9pm
I will on duty tomorrow from 6 to 9. Yeah !!!!
First time realised this kind of big event involved lots of preparation,
man power, creative thinking ...
It was fun
Learnt some new chemistry experiments. With smoke fire
Learnt how to make a DNA model using candy.
Learnt how to present thing in professional way
talked and shared with both of them
Although most of my energy exhausted these day
but then i think is worth all my effort.
I really enjoy the work progress
its pleasure to work all them
Gained lots of experience and the way how to deal with people or thing when
I am facing particular problem.
Still let 2 more days every thing will be smooth and fine
God bless.

09 first post

2009-01-05T05:02:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year!!!!!
Is year 2009
Hope that really this year is a good year to everyone.
Lately my life was so busy
Outing, outing and outing.
New year eve went out with ter and his friend went to bugis
I have not been for ages.
My new year day celebration kind like special this year
when out with "owl" then found out Amber still working at PS. What a coincidence.
On Friday midnight I done something that really make that "owl" heart broken. I'm really sorry about that.
Although i did that but then I went out with "owl" again. And most important we really have fun.
We studied together, we laugh together.....thanks a million

Alright I have few resolutions this year
Not dream come true. I will pursuit or to achieve it.
as I have talked to both of them on new year eve.
They are really influence mine taught.

1. Stay healthy- lose weight it has been always on resolution list since the day I come to Singapore. No anemia!!!!
2. Pursuit my goal- study hard and work smart. I hope that can get into uni. I wanna study.
3. Improve the quality and quantity of time to my families and friends

New year eve

2008-12-30T20:51:00.000-08:00

Last day of 2008 is a right time for me to do my review
for this wholeyear
Jan- Feb:Attachment at SRC with isaiah. Gain alot of field and lab experience through out the 4 month attachment. Due to my good performance I almost able to join them as a perm staff.
March:
That period of time I really learnt the skill to applied job and interview. Shared a lot with Mr Quek. Actually he is my favorite lecturer. I didn't said it in front of him during the interview. Felt regret. Such a wasted.
April- May :
Been the temp stuff in Pharmalink. That period of time gain the experience in pharma company all about GMP, FDA and HSA rules and regulations.
21st May :
My graduation day for poly. Really glad that both my parent able to turned up for my graduation.
2nd June -31st Dec:
Started my DT life in NYP. I gain alot through out the day I work in NYP.
Glad that from that day onward all the lecturer able to remember my name. Not my face.haha
Learnt all the latest programming skills flash, Excel, marco....
Finally can involve to EWT group as what I aim to work here to be his DT.
Always work with all the secondary students, Xin Ming, AEM, workshops students.
I have learnt some interpersonal skill as well
Passed my IELTS
Much more closer to most of my poly mate. I wanted to be closer with all my family and friend.
They so lovey nice and easy going...wanted to meet them soon =)))
Goodbye year 2008!!!!!!!!!

****
End year cleaning for his stuff who left us about 2 weeks ago
saw the lab reports that done by us
the quiz papers,
the AIC notes,
my class list photo....students attendance..
make me thinking of him again....
I did this task before
but then this time the feeling was totally different
suddently the way he taught, his smile, his laught, his specticle...
feel like my third year student life was just happend yesterday...

Christmas 2008

2008-12-25T04:40:00.000-08:00

I have passed my culinary test !!!!
worried for this for 2 days already.
Worried that the food not cook, tasteless....
I prepared a Christmas lunch with pasta, salad, soup and garlic bread.
All by done myself.
Saurce itself is instant but I added in lots of ingredient like mushroom, carrot, tomato, onion and sausages...
Glab that the food tasted not bad as for a beginner
Daddy and mummy I'll cook for you when I'm back.
Thanks K for the pasta sauce's recipes.
Thanks for dessert.
Thanks for the ice wine
OMG I gonna be the drinker soon. LOL

感恩的季节

2008-12-24T06:01:00.000-08:00

还有不到一个小时的时间圣诞就要来领了
这年的平安夜与往年不同，
带一点灰的伤感与彩虹的温馨与关怀
收到了让我感动的卡片，可爱的手袋，可口的巧克力与曲奇，可爱的雪人
到他家中享用晚餐
与那可爱的小孩们一起玩乐
与她一起做Gingerbread
让我再次感受到与家人的温馨
今天我带着满满的感动回家
虽然今年过节没有特别的节目
但这些都让我在这个细雨蒙蒙，寒冷的夜晚里感觉到温暖。
希望乌云与暴风散去，我期待晴天与彩虹的到来。
我祝愿大家安康。
圣诞快乐。

无题

2008-12-22T16:14:00.000-08:00

今天我又经过那里
那种心情不是笔墨能形容的
还记得两个星期前
我与她走过的行人道
沿着道路去探望他。。。
昨天我并没有送他到最后。。
因为心中诚若了最后的敬意是不会有眼泪的。。
在那段时间我翻看了他的相片
虽然没有与他有特别的回忆
但能在这里能为他加油打气
已经觉得很荣幸。
宁听他们以往与他的点滴
当他们描叙他变化的模样
心如刀割
如果当天我有见到他的样子
我想我会流泪。
当他们会来时陈述了他家人的坚强
心中有了安慰
希望他们明天更好
因为雨后中有晴天与彩虹。

tuesday with Morries

2008-12-22T04:49:00.000-08:00

Th's book was recommended by HL weeks ago.
These day I doesn't read much as I had family dinner and outing.
I will try to finish it by end of this week
As the main character- Morrie of this book the situation similar as James
tears dropped when I was reading this book
it make me thinking of him .....
the way he conducted tutorial, the way he he taught in a lab....
Although he is left
but then he deliver a lot of messages to most of us
*** treasure your families and friends
*** treasure your time as life is unpredictable
***treasure your health as life is so fragile
***treasure the loves supports and care from your families and friends as they are the source of courage or confident

Speechless

2008-12-21T04:17:00.000-08:00

He left us 3 days ago
Attend his's wake on last Saturday.
That get well card that make by us deosn't make it on time.
I felt glab that we (bixia, andre, clare, sher, panda, bingshen,wenqing,isaiah, sihan and myself) able to gave him a last respect without tears.
Mr. Lee, you will be always in my memories.
Rest in peace.

Review of year 2008

2008-12-19T18:14:00.000-08:00

Still left 11 more days
we will said good bye to year 2008
and welcome year 2009.
A lot of incident had happen this year
Natural disaster, global economy crisis,
all this really make people feel sad and down....
I hope that everyone can stay healthy with your loves one
Do whatever what you want in the year 2009.
Live for your life.
Be strong and positive whenever there any difficulties
The support from friend and friend will be the moral or motivation to overcome all this....

惜福

2008-12-19T05:07:00.000-08:00

人生无常
我们应该珍惜眼前所拥有的这一刻
家人，朋友，学业，成就。。
珍惜生命，保持健康的身体，不要任意轻生，因为这会伤透他人的心
珍惜时间，定下目标时就应该有所行动，
不要日日待明天，万事成蹉跎。
不要让生命留白，遗憾。
无论遇到什么困难，要走的路有坎坷，都要有勇气面对。
一直坚持到最后，不到终点也不要气馁。
因为家人与朋友的支持就是生命的原动力。

****
谢谢你对我的教诲。
很抱歉在学习时带给你的麻烦，
因为天资有限让你经常重复我的习题上的粗心打意，与重复解释我不明白课题。
虽然4 个月的时间不长，但我很敬佩你对工作的热诚与学生的关心。
我被你对的生命的坚持有所感动。
虽然对你的离去觉得惋惜，
但你的精神永在心中。
愿你一路好走。
这时的我想起5 天前的你，你在那对我说的最后一句话，再会。。。。
********

Family Dining

2008-12-18T07:14:00.000-08:00

She is so adorable

Cake for them

My teddy bear- Edmond

Bought some lovely cake as a present for my colleague.

Went to cousins' restaurant to had dinner with my family again.
Tried 盆菜with them, as this will be launching in cousin restaurant soon
This was the first 盆菜 that served by them.
Really enjoy the great time with all of them.
Played with the kids, my sister(3) and Edmond(5).
Recently my stomach fed with nice food with high calorie!!!
Especially during this greeting season.
Christmas and 冬至.
Western cuisine, Chinese cuisine, variety dessert, muffin and cookies that make by my mum.....
OMG!!!!!
My weight confirm increase again. Sigh.
Really looking forward on Sunday, family gathering again.
Will made the rice ball with my lovely grandma and all the kids this weekend.
WHooohooooo.

Apologise

2008-12-17T08:00:00.000-08:00

It has been more than one week we never keep in touch with other.
No msn, no sms, no phone call, no badminton, no dinner, no outing.
I couldn't concentrated to make the present at all.
I only knew that I have look for something for you.
These day I have been looking for difference method to pass the message to you.
Either through a card, e-mail, message....
I just don't dare to made a phone call
I really care about our friendship.
I knew you are mad.
I am so sorry. I didn't mean that time. Please forgive me.
I really wanted to meet you up before you leave Singapore.........

Unusual day

2008-12-16T07:16:00.000-08:00

Went out for lunch with HL and PY today.
After lunch we went to mini toon there to look for Christmas present.
For me is looking for the stuff that come with hello kitty or mickey. Super fans of them.
Recently I fall in love with pink colour. I used to like white colour most of the time.
Bought curry puff for Cong xiao and colleagues as I knew she will visit NYP today.
Felt sad that couldn't talk much to her.
But then we will meet up right after Christmas.
Had family dinner at Crystal Jake.
Finally can have a dinner with my grandma.
It has been ages I have not been having dinner with her.
Really miss those time.

Health

2008-12-15T05:27:00.000-08:00

I wanted to donate blood since I become the member of community service.
I used to be the helper whenever there was a blood donor drive in NYP.
Recently I'm tent to take care of myself by controlling my diet as I am low hemoglobin.
I must confirm myself consume sufficient Iron level in order to improve my Iron.
Last Sunday was my second attempted at Blood Bank.
Although I couldn't donated but then I glad that I able to improved my Iron level to borderline level.
If I keep it up I might able to donate next time.
I have tried my best to keep my body health. I have quite my favorite drink. Green tea and Coffee.
These days I realised the importance of health.
Everyone will have a dream or a goal to achieve. I have a goal as well which is to have to health body so that I can do whatever I want.
My family always concern about me as they knew I used to fall sick easily.
They are my motivation to keep my body health.
Whenever they knew I fall sick my parent and my grandma couldn't sleep well. At the same time their phone calls frequent will be more often.
In order reduce their worried I will try to take care and stay healthy and sporty.
Hope everyone can stay healthy and doing well.

****
I had a busy weekend last week. Attend two birthday parties. Saturday was to celebrated Jieying's 20th and Clare's 21st birthday with poly mate at Marina Square. Had dinner with bixia, Pema, Andre, lian hao, Darren, Isaiah and Lester. Sunday went to clare’s house to celebrated her birthday with all her families and friends. We met up again. LOL. I met up Bixia, Andre, Lester, and Pema again. That day Bing shen, Wen qing, Panda, Sherilyn, Terence, Yuan Xiong and Celine also turned up for the event.

****

Grandma came to here to visit me for one week. She also brought me the muffin and cookies that make by my mum. Whenever the greeting season -Christmas coming I will as my mum to bake me cookies or muffin to cure my homesick.

缘

2008-12-14T07:16:00.000-08:00

缘
让我拥有我的家人，
让我遇上我的朋友，导师，同学，知己，
让我碰上生命里扮演不同角色的人
他们的出现也许只是一个过客，
也许会是一个会照亮我生命旅途的灯，
又或许会是把我的人生弄的一团遭。
这些都会使我领悟一些人生的道理，
增加我的智慧与知识。
丰富我的人生经验。
不管他们扮演什么角色，
她或他都会在我的生命中留下痕迹。
他们的出现可能会让我有喜怒哀乐，
但这会为我的人生添加了许多色彩，
不让我的世界留白。

Unique day

2008-12-12T07:59:00.000-08:00

Today I had my lunch with HL at theirs' usual place- the Cafe in the library.
I had really big meal today, a meal with dessert.
I guessed most probably is because I miss the food that bake by my mum or may be i just wanted to have a big meal for lunch as tomorrow as I am going to donate blood.
At 2pm continue did the boron test with xin ming student.
Since I promise to company HL to support my poly mate Evelyn's performance.
We asked PY came along for the dinner also.

Before I knocked off today she shared her birthday cake with 3 of us today before she left office.
It was given by her student, the moment she cut the cake for us she started to cried.
This was more or less same as me. I did cried when I received the the card from AEM student.
I can understood how she felt. Its is heartwarming and touch. The feeling was beyond words.
When we was having dinner at Koufu, I sent her a msg wish her enjoy her dinner.
She replied a msg to me and HL. When I was reading it. I started to cried. I really feel fortunate. I really appreciated to her guidance and cares.

Nowadays I realised she is a male version of CJ as they personality is most or less the same.
They care about they student. They are very responsibility and work really hard for their work.
They likes to read, write and think. From certain I can tell they are thinker.
And last but not least they are regular blood donor.
This is what I noticed from so far.
I really admire they character.
The way they though, they way the wrote they blog, the way they pursuit they study, the way they would like contribute to the education sector. And many more.

Right after dinner we went to the auditorium. I really enjoy the performance from the dancers. Although I am not a Hip Hop person, from the performance can tell they have put a lot of effort on it. On one past of performance they showed parts of the picture for Foreign Body event. Cause of this make me feel regret last time I didn't support them as Evelyn, Farhan and Albin was used to be the performers as well. Hope the guys doing well.

Family

2008-12-10T20:06:00.000-08:00

Recently I am being to deal with all the teenagers.

Either during working hour or after working hours.

I realised most of their mind set is different as compared to my time or my brother.

Nowadays they are more mature, filial and sensible.

Lately the hot topic for them to share with others on theirs' blog was the way to treasure family.

What they said is really truth, our parent will feel happy whenever we brought them something or make something by our self.It is not necessary to be a expensive or branded stuff. Most importance one is the sincerity that count. Another simple way is the most basic one respect them and spend sometime with them.

To be frank my self is not really close with my family, but then the situation changed ever since I have move to here.

Nowadays my parent tries to speak to me almost every night whenever they free through video call. If they are no we will keep in touch through sms.
At firs I feel they are insensible and troublesome. Still remember that time when I was in Malaysia the time they had spent with me is less than an hours daily. That time to me they most likely tried to be a responsible parent, fetched me to school daily and the most basic one "bring food home" and bought whatever stuff that they though its can entertain us. Hence most of the time I spent with my computer and my grandma. She is the one who always companies me and m brother since the day we were born.

*****
Yesterday during the dinner we were discussing about what are three thing that we will bring along whenever a emergency occur.

My answer was my mobile phone, jacket, and ATM card.
Why mobile phone, it is because this is only communication tool that I can connect to my family at anytime. I will put it beside me at anytime.
Why jacket, just that I am cool person.
Why ATM card, simple because without money people couldn't survive at all.

According to her trainer, he said that people in this region especially this country are lack of the sense of emergency. If there is an emergency occur people most probably will loss.

Most of the people who have the sense of emergency will pack a bag that contain all the necessity like torch light, water bottle, wallet, personal medicine. Whenever there is an emergency occur they can grab they bag and go.

But then most of the people rarely will carry a family photograph along. Its represent part of the memories it is gone, its memories gone mean that part of life will be empty or blank.
I strongly agree with this.But then to be frank in my life I have never keep a hard copy of a family photo in my wallet or Mobile phone. Most of it has been stored into my laptop or external disk. That why I purposely propose to my mum tonight to take a family picture together when I am back home.

与她庆生

2008-12-10T06:26:00.000-08:00

这是我们点的红酒。

这是我们的前菜

今天我们又是三人行。

我们三人到位于西部的一家西餐馆，这是她推介的，

因为餐馆的老板就是她的红酒导师。

这是一家家庭色的餐馆，真的别有一番风味。

里头布满了酒架，架子上陈列了琳琅满目的西酒。

餐厅里冲满了浓浓的圣诞气氛，

一踏入小店就会看见圣诞树，酒架上就会挂上可爱的圣诞袜，

耳闻熟悉动听的圣诞歌曲。

我们都满喜欢选小家的餐厅，因为在那用餐不会有约束感，

我们可以在那畅谈，同时又可以慢慢的享用美食。

今晚我们还点了一道红酒。

在她上洗手间的时候，我们把写好的卡片，放在她的座位的前面。

因为她说过，不要礼物与蛋糕。所以只好把心思都放在她喜欢的写作上。

本人的第一次，就与她们分享了，

那时我人生的一杯红酒。

我只喝了三分之一杯，已经觉得身体烧烧的。正不好意思。

反而她们就能一直把酒畅谈，我却只能以水代酒。

真的很高兴能与她庆生。

祝她生日快乐。

Missing them

2008-12-09T05:47:00.000-08:00

My colleague told me he would like to get a bread baker for his Christmas present.
He explained to me how he can bake a bread in 3 hours and it will smell nice.
He told me what he getting for his family as well.
Then he asked me what I wanted to get for my Christmas's present.
I just answered honestly that I'm happy with I had at the moment.
When we was discussing about this, I suddenly thinking of my family, my homeland.
HL always told me to fine sometime to stay with family. I told her that I always talk to them at night. So it is okay for me as I will see them on my laptop almost every night.
But then, recently all the disaster, crisis had happened make me thinking of them.
We have been stay apart when I was 17 years old.

At first they in tented to send me to Australia. Cause of my stubborn character I bet with dad that if I able to get an offer from other school before that Australia school offer to mel. I will stay at that country. This is the reason why I have been here for 3 years.
In this 3 year, I only went back whenever there was a school term break. Which twice a year, and would be 1.5 month stay at my place.
Ever since I graduated, the number of time for me to back to Ipoh has been more frequent.
But then the day for me to stayed there was like 3 to 4 days.
My dad alwasy asked me to stay back as he always feel regret sent me out of Malayasia. He said that I should stay longer like 2 to 3 weeks time at home.
May be this only can be fulfill when I get into Uni.
Now I will try to arrange my time to back home whenever I can.

NOw I really miss them. It has happend to me for fews time. I used to be homesick whenever I feel stress or upset.
But then today I really miss home without reason.

Miss those day when I was in Malaysia.
Miss those nice dessert and bread that baked by mummy
She will always try to make all my favorite food, cheese cake, chocolate cake, chicken pie....
when I backed home.
Miss the day that daddy and mummy fetch me to school. Now I have to get there by myself.
Miss the way that my dad taught me how to drove a car.
Miss the days I helped him for his business. Actually I not really interested on it.
Miss all the nice dishes cooked by my grandma. She used to be cooked for me and my bro. Only she knew what we likes.
Miss the days with my brother. Actually not that close with him. LOL.
He close to me whenever he need a favor from me.
Miss the my room, miss my bed, miss my hello kitty, miss my mickey mouse... all this couldn't bring along to here
Miss my home. I really don't like to stay in a flat.
Miss my car. I like ages never drive after year 3.
I miss them!!!
I wanted to go home. I really wanted to go home.
Its been 3 months. I will be back in 1 month time.
So far I still don't have any idea what to get for them.
I think the present for them is I am doing well in Singapore. Well behave.
Most important one is pursuit my further study. This is what the purpose they sent me here.

I miss my friend too.
Thibaut hope u doing well in france.
Terence and albin don't be so stress.
I miss my polymate, coursemate hope they all doing well also. Will meet them up this weekend.
Miss all my student from SGSS, GYSS and XMSS.

I miss my Jia wei as well. LOL. He has been back to his homeland for one month.=(((
Still left 3 weeks time then he will be back. I really wanted to play badminton with him.
I miss him!!!!!
He looked charm when he is playing badminton.
Sad that I couldn't talk on the coming 21st Dec until the the day he back to Singapore.

Finally Hong Boon get back to me. Me and Jia wei has been worried for him these few day.
Felt heartache and pity when I talked to him. Sorry that day I sent him that sms. Didn't drop him a visited. Really sorry.
Trough the conversation can tell that
He has became more mature and sensitive.
Hope that he will getting fine soon.

苏的效应

2008-12-08T02:47:00.000-08:00

已经快要七年了
这个效应还是一样的缠着我
还是放不下得人是我
苏与我有共同之处
就是热爱音乐
苏是学校乐队的指挥
还记得那时我就是被她影响着。
苏弹钢琴，我拉小提琴。
本来就不可能骤在一起。
可是表演却把我与苏的距离拉近了
我们两年多的的感情说断就断
再见都没说，纪念册都没写
苏毕业后，我还在念中三。
知道乐队有聚会，我们两人都会打听谁会出席
如果她有回来，我就会缺席。苏也是如此。
我们就像“向左走，向右走”
有一次在我们吵架时，我说过我会逃避苏到这来。
真的现在的我已在这三年多了。可是到今天苏仍在躲我。
致电给苏，苏会接通但却安静的不吭一声。
有时我会因为这样在电话里哭泣。这种感觉真的超难受。
苏仿佛习惯了，用这种方式来对我。
我也仿佛无奈的接受苏的对待。
需要这样躲避我吗？这个问题我问了上百次，到今天还是没有答复。
天啊！！！苏，你到底什么时候才能改变，已经七年了！！！

同样的
现在的我也是如此。逃避。我不想变成苏。！！！
天啊！！！为什么会变成这样。我也不晓得为何我躲他。
对不起。乘一千次。
问题不再与你，是我的错。
我可以了解你那种生气的心情。因为我也有过。
我会尽我的能力去控制我的情绪。
不再当宅人(antisocial)。

Blood donation & polymate gathering on saturday

2008-12-07T20:13:00.000-08:00

Second attempt will be on this coming Saturday at HSA.
Will meet up Monica in the morning and have breakfast together before our donation.
Hope really can make it this time.
Last time the doctor not allowed me to donate because he said that I am hemoglobin.
Followed his instruction, regular mean and balance diet.

******
Will meet up bixia and others poly mate on late afternoon.
Since month never went out with them.
This time is to celebrate clare birthday.

Cambridge mate outing

2008-12-06T08:29:00.000-08:00

Went out with Monica and Thuzer today.

William suppose to be there but then too bad he couldn't make it cause he is ill.

Hope he will get well soon.
He is leaving Singapore and back to his homeland on January.

Hope to meet him up for farewell before Monica and Khing left.

Monica is moving to Germany next year September and Khing is going to Australia on February.

At first we plan to meet up at fork canning park for the Ben & Jerry Event.

But then the queue was damn long. Last minutes changed out plan to Plaza Singapora.

Suppose to meet up Douglas at well. Once I told him the Ben & Jerry there the queue is damn long we decided not to met up.

Sorry Monica I used to be late. LOL. We had dinner at the Indonesian Restaurant.

Supposed not to had dinner together.
Last minutes change my mind as the badminton group said they will stick at amk area for they dinner.

The nasi kuning there was not bad.

After dinner we watched a movie -Four Christmases at The Cathay.

*****

What a coincidence I saw them at there as well. Thought that they will had dinner at AMK hub.

At first really don't believed what Jim told me. Until I caught them at the basemen restaurant there.

Sorry guy will joint you all for badminton next week.

Since ter couldn't played with me today as he got to duty in his camp.

I can have a excuse to went out with my friend. LOL.

******
I am so sorry that I walked away when I saw you there.

I knew I shouldn't did that to you.

It might take time for me to face you again.

I thought I have get over of it since that morning, but then from my behaviour can tell that I couldn't do this

at the moment. Its too awkward.

Glad that all my friends always cheers me up for the passed few weeks.

Make me stand up without crying.

To be frank that day I received the answer from you I have never cried.

I cried is because I am so foolish that I have did all this. I felt regret.

If all this does bother you I would like to apologise to you. I am sorry......

Best wish for him

2008-12-05T22:47:00.000-08:00

He left me since 13th of August.

Still remember that time he treat me a dinner to celebrated my birthday in advance.

Just before the night he left.

At a French restaurant. Thanks ya that is the second French cuisine in my life.

The first one is treated by CJ.

I promised to him that wouldn't cry in front of him.

As he said will keep in touch with me no matter where he goes

But then at the time he checked in at Changi Terminal 1 I started to cried like crazy.

From Changi to Clementi. This was the first time in my life that cried for about 50 minutes.

Luckily Ben was there company me home.

At first we used to chat on msn day almost everyday before his school term started.

Now is like not that much as we are busy for our life. He busy for his study I busy for my work.

Last night able to chatted up with him chat for few minutes before he went for his dinner.

He said he will know his internship outcome next week.

Hope he can what he want.

****
To me he is different among his friend. Gentle and nice.

We have same common as well.

Badminton lover. LOL.

I used to speaks to him whenever I feel down.

But then time lag seem like the biggest difficulties for us.

I will try to either wake up early or sleep late to talk to him provided he is online.

Whenever I saw strawberry in the supermarket I will remember that nice and sweet strawberry that make by him.

Hope that he can come back again.

Or may be in the future I would able to visit him.

Guardian Angle will be always there

2008-12-04T07:18:00.000-08:00

No matter how does it goes

I will support her. Best wish to her.

Just like what she does to me.

Now then realise me and her got a lots of common.

is character wise not the knowledge wise. haha.

Today L asked me to became guardian angle to company her for lunch LOL.

L like that song so much until kept thinking of title of the song.

Hope that the little turtle in the greeting card(sorry cause lack of time suppose to give u a hand make one) can make her smile and release her stress.

That message that she sent to me really make me cried. My tears just couldn't control again.

That place now likely to be our 'paradise' .we chat over there,
sometime have our pack lunch over there, make model over there....

*******
Bixia and Cong xiao

Thanks for all the concern, loves and cares from you guys these days.

Always cheers me up and willingly be my listener.

Thanks a lots . Hope to meet up you all soon.

Knew that life nowadays is kinda busy.

Jia you !!!! Girls.

****

Hong boon and Mari be friend back kay. Don't be so chidish kay.

Is hard to look for a good friend that can be close for so long one.

Thanks for the company also these day always chat with until middle of the night.

****
I will stand up yeah. no worries guys.

****

我们相逢恨晚，但是缘分就是会让我们聚在一起。

Favorite song from britney spear latest album

2008-12-03T17:18:00.000-08:00

I like this song very much cause I feel can let go all the unhappy memories.
Especially the lyric is quite meaningful for me.

******

I don't wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When I'm out from under
I don't wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
I'll get it all figured out
When I'm out from under
So let me go Just let me fly away

Let me feel the space between us growing deeper
And much darker every day
Watch me now and I'll be someone new
My heart will be unbroken
It will open up for everyone but you
Even when I cross the line
It's like a lie I've told a thousand times

I don't wanna dream about
All the things that never wereMaybe
I can live without
When I'm out from under
I don't wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
I'll get it all figured out

When I'm out from under
And part of me still believes
When you ay you're gonna stick around
And part of me still believes
We can find a way to work it out
But I know that we tried everything we could try
So let's just say goodbye
Forever

*****

Result released

2008-12-03T05:53:00.000-08:00

Thanks to all my friend who cheers me up or wish me luck.

but then My result finally out.

I not really satisfied.

I didn't achieved my goal. Felt disappointed.

But then I did put on my effort to get that score.

It the end its just a benchmark score for local /abroad uni entrance.

Hope able to get it to the dream course. Some of the school state that this is not necessary. But then I just wanted to get in with bonus.

I wanted to be an Engineer !!!!! Chemical or Environmental. Either one will do!!!!

God bless me!!!!!

*******

今天我们又一起聚餐，碰巧的是我与她今天都穿上粉色系列的衣服。分红色的！！！

一起想法子，如何做一个模型。

时间一天一天的累计，我已在这工作六个月了。可爱的她坦白的告诉我，其实她对我在学校的印象几乎是零，天啊原来以前的我是那么的寂寂无名。

说的也是，我向来是我行我素。这就不善于交际的结果。

我们又一起分享black and white chocolate brownie. 就在成绩放榜前的一刻，我邀请她们读我的不落格。因为她们让我想提升我的华语的程度。她说："write more will be better".
当她们在阅读那篇不落格时，不知道为什么，我的眼泪又落下来了。她们对我的反应不一，她说：跌倒了或哭泣时没关系，最重要是会爬起来。发泄了，反而比较好。她却说：要看开一点。

不管如何，我的发泄方法就是哭泣。但现在我却希望是一写作的方式来表达。可以发泄又可以提升我的语言能力。正是一举两得。因为哭泣会让我的精神消耗掉。也让我看起来像一个熊猫。（眼袋加红肿得的眼睛）

mari（家伟）和鸿文都给我命名为NYP the best crying girl

I will update my blog more often since she encourage me to write more. =))) stay tunes

Just stand up

2008-12-02T07:19:00.000-08:00

Recently has been frustrated to all my personal problem. Luckily got bixia and cong xiao. Two of them are my polymate. We have the same common which is sing K . Haha so far still dont have the chance to sing with bixia. Cong xiao is the one who encourages me to sing. My first k session in singapore was last year with all my classmate at the ten dollar club. Right after that we have couple of time was with her and ter. The same common is we like to listen and sing those sad chinese love song.

Here are lyric of the song that recommended from bixia.

刘力扬 - 眼泪笑了
比想象中更痛你真的没回头我命令眼泪不许失控回忆不跟你走都挤在我心中我就有责任让它值得被珍重谢谢你曾让我难过谢谢我没有想太多当爱情左盼右顾的时候我眼泪都笑了谁还想哭呢再勇敢的站着找回光和热面对你的时候我不会舍不得因为你已是过客因为路有些曲折是美的心碎成了沙漠就快开凿绿洲我没有时间不知所措你温柔的双手本就不属于我又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢谢谢你曾让我难过谢谢我没有想太多当爱情左盼右顾的时候我眼泪都笑了谁还想哭呢再勇敢的站着找回光和热面对你的时候我不会舍不得因为你已是过客因为路有些曲折你眼泪都笑了谁还会哭呢来不及完美的就唱首骊歌想起你的时候我不是卑微的反而我没有遗憾因为我已爱过你深深的

I heard this song from bixia 's blog, I really like it very much.

我们就到这-Fish Leong
换一种方式咖啡还温热我用雾气在镜面手写着爱你呢床上音乐盒依旧旋转着但你却不再为我唱歌说我是你的对的错的做了选择故事说到这只是过去的甜蜜太过深刻要多久才能够褪色好的坏的做了选择我们就到这纵然会难以割舍又能如何说好了这个时刻不互相指责初恋的颜色我们都记得像家乡那条小河透明得很清澈你曾为我折一千个纸鹤如今却连一个拥抱你我都尴尬着对的错的做了选择故事说到这只是过去的甜蜜太过深刻要多久才能够褪色好的坏的做了选择我们就到这纵然会难以割舍又能如何说好了这个时刻不互相指责永远的承诺是你赐给的只是当初任谁也不晓得爱情的转折比想象中的坎坷感情的怨怼拉扯牢牢捆绑着有些裂痕你无法去却只能舍得对的错的做了选择故事说到这只是过去的甜蜜太过深刻要多久才能够褪色爱的恨的做了选择我们就到这就让我曾爱过的记忆深刻其他的（才能够褪色）就此放手微笑得带过就此放手微笑得带过

This one also from her blog. Really nice. Enjoy!!!

诗情画意

2008-12-01T22:34:00.001-08:00

我生平中第一篇华文部落格
点子是来至于她们。
今天我们到唐城方附近
享用了美味韩国料理，有点失望没有把美食拍下来。
好吃的拉面与特别的小菜。我们三人都吃得津津有味。
小聚午餐后，来到了一家小店，她视它为灵感写作或是阅读书刊的好去处。在那里让人觉的在那可以忙里偷闲。

那是一个充满文艺的咖啡或茶坊。简单的布置，却有浓浓的文艺风情。我们都深深地被它那里的舒服的环境吸引着。
与她们到哪里品尝茶点，翻阅了一些书刊与她分享人生的点滴。
让我不禁明白，人生还有很多东西等待我去发掘。
离开前的那一刻总觉得有点不舍。

与她们一起我会觉得自在
真的很感激与珍惜我们之间的友谊。我承认我不是善于会交际的人。
但在这短短的日子里能认识到你们真的是我的荣幸。也是缘分。
因为每每我遇到挫折时，只是懂得哭泣或逃避，她们都会再我的身旁为我加油，鼓励，与我一起分她们的享喜悦或烦劳。

午餐后郁闷心情散去，也许应为为了逃避个人的问题吧！！！对不起。。。当初我是不应该答应你的。。。但大部分的原因是因为成绩快要放榜了。还有不到24 个小时的时间。忐忑不安的心情让我失眠11天了。我精神都快要消耗了。妈呀。

坦白说现在的我真的以经放下心中的不快了。与其要我伤心难过到不振，不如做一些对身心有意义的事。丛笑说得对，月又阴晴月圆缺，人有悲欢离合。看得开，就可以活的快乐一些。

今天的我发现，只从来新后，忙碌的生活我向往的阅读心趣比起往年来得少。华语阅读可说几乎是零。今天是可说是我的零的开始，一个新的开始。。。。

因为新的一年又快要到了，重新起步的一年即将要来临了。。。。。加油吧。

Counting down for my result out

2008-12-01T22:34:00.000-08:00

Still have almost 24 hours left my IELTS result will be out.

Hope can get band 6.5 or above. God bless me!!!!!

30 November 2008

2008-11-30T07:17:00.000-08:00

Time flies.

Today is the last day of November.
Cong Xiao, I'm so sorry that I'm late again . This time worst it was 1.5 hours. We supposed to met up at 1025am. But then I reach there at 12. 15pm. So sorry for that.

Met her up at Potong Pasir and have lunch at Plaza Singapura. We have been isolated to the world since late September. As both of us busy for study and work. Finally our exam over.Yippi. =)))) Hope both of us did well for our exam. Omg 3 more days my result will be out soon. =((( Hope everything is fine. Sigh. Cause of this I couldnt slept well for the past 10days. Sigh.

Window shopping and have dinner at orchard. We had Sakae Sushi for dinner!!!! Had a great care and share session with her today. We can non stop chatting about our personal stuff with her for the whole day.

Feels peace after chatting her or bixia. They are my counselor haha. Before andre enlisted he used to be my listener as well. Now his position is over taken by bixia. =)))

Yesterday met up HH at her place for bbq. I told her that I was so important as I'm the only friend that she invited to her place to met up all her relative. haha

Thanks for the nice foods. Her parent was so nice =))).I wonder when can I meet her up again as she is leaving singapore on February to Australia for her further study. Hope she will let me know when she is leaving, I wanted to send her off. Seriously.

Glad to met up Douglas and Reeve again. Lately they are MIA for badminton as they are busy for study and project. Hope to see them soon.=))))).

Macro Course at NTU

2008-11-28T08:25:00.000-08:00

Finally 2 days course over.

I am totally new to Marco. The participant there were experience Excel user, the objective for them is to acquired the advance knowledge of Marco in Excel. To be frank I am new to it. Zero experience. That the reason why I attend this course

10 of them has been using the Marco for few years and the purpose for them to get there were to solve their problem for their project. I am the one who encounter most of the problem as my work didn't work most of the time. I am so sorry to trouble you so much during the lesson. But then thank for his helped I able to solved my ILo problem with 5 minutes times.

The environment and the food there was not bad. 2 tea breaks and lunch provided. Variety main course available.

But then the course administrator should provide us the map with main entrance or path that go by public transport. I have lose my way on the first day of training. Lated!!!! I stuck inside the park there for half and hour.=((((. The course material is well organise but then the trainer ,he doesn't follow the course outline at all. Poor me. I knew I have do more practice for that. Hope that by that time I really can apply what I have learnt.

Sharon and cong xiao, I am so sorry I didn't meet you all up.The training is located at NTU alumni building not the university in boon lay. Hope you all don't mind.

AEM Group Picture

2008-11-25T16:34:00.000-08:00

Hey Hey AEM students. I miss you all . Here is the group picture Enjoy!!! Cause of you guys I can took piturer with Mr. Quek , and Mr Ng, and Mr E. They are my lecturer as well. They knew me when I was a student. Haha. Those who want the pictures can prompth me. I will send you via sharing folder.Take care guy. Wait for my call yeah!!!!!

Received cheers from them

2008-11-17T06:32:00.000-08:00

This morning I have received a msg from Terence he said now he is same unit with albin,I knew that he will do what he usually did which is tell him how much i miss him. Tell him i still like him, blah blah blah.
haha. Indeed I miss him as a friend now.
Albin thanks for the msg.I still remember when I was in year 3. He said Work hard to me on msn.
That semester i became the chiongster of my class ,studied very hard with cong xiao. Haha. Make that ter not happied for awhile.

I will be sitting my exam soon. He said "Jia You ar! Work Hard!" to me again lol.
I just wonder why Terence and Leslie just couldn't said work hard or jia you to me, is that so
difficult? I wonder wonder wonder...
Some of my AEM student also wish me luck. Monica and sharyli said will pray for me, thanks man you all really care about me.

Mr. and Mrs X, hope that through the our conversation will make me used to talk to the "English" examiner on Friday, most important one is I can practice during that 20 minutes.
Still left 2 more days for exam hope that I will do well for that. Work hard girl. Jia you.

AEM 2008

2008-11-14T06:36:00.000-08:00

Thank for all this lovely message. Will miss u all haha sure meet up u guys after my exam. Wait for my call yeaah.

With GYSS. Finally can remember their name. From left sherman Jing zhi,calvin,ryan,de guang

tsz hin, kar yin, mei xuan, wan qin, and weinee.

Those from GSS who are close with me.Ming Hao(sorry always called u wei ming, I prefer call u boy cause u and my bro is almost 90 lookalike), Mario(mari lol),Hong wen(I always called you baiwen hong really sorry for that),benedict(his chinese name same as my brother),sharyl, Yun ling,Angeline and Soh min.

Group A- Winner for the solar cooker. Abit unexpected haha cause two monkey was in this group.You guy really smart!!

Group E the only group who make bioglass, sorry I forgot to adjust the Set point for the oven really waste your effort and hard work.

Brother 's group. Winner for sloar boat. Congrat!!! Brother why u always look so shy huh.

The group of student of student that I not really the close with finally able to took a picture with them haha.

The only girls group when Iwith them make me felt like I have back to my sec school time.

I have been stopped blogging lately because I am preparing for my test (still left about 6days.=()

Finally AEM is over. I misss all the students 19 of u all. Made me smile thru out the whole week haha.

As first I though they will be same as the previous sloar boat workshop student. Not that easy going.

After that 40 hours, I can conclude that you guys are so adorable, easy going. Most important one is made feel like a student again. I gain alot thru out this week 10-Nov to 14 Nov. Understood the theory and principal behind all the experiment, previously I just doing without undertanding. I also reliased that is not easy to be a teacher, because they always think or care about our safety, whether we will understand the what we learn, etc.

SGS and GYSS student is my first batch of student. Thru out this week I have been their tutor to guide them during the AEM. Its also the first AEM in SCLC for Environmental and Water Technology group.

They are the source that made me smile thru out of the week before my test.At first really though that couldnt handel it well. Thanks for all the student coroperation.

This time I even ask for their contact I knew I this is the alternative way to reduced my tear. End up I cried thrice before all of them left block Q. Sigh.. I really have admit to most them I am a crying babe haha. Even Hong wen address me as "NYP most best crying girl".